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[06 Jan 2005|04:15pm] |
i got an email back from the aqua shack place, and yeah, we need to book asap+ there'll be a £25 booking fee+ such. so if you wanna see the email, ask me to send you it+ such.
x
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[05 Jan 2005|11:11pm] |
today, i slept til like two.
then went to meet booley in town. we were apparently job hunting, but that didnt happen, went to this shop+ saw mig+ lisa =)
then we went to carpe, played pool+ saw mig+lisa again!
we travelled to joes well, cos penknifelovelife were playing+ we were bored. we didnt go see them, we just played pool+ table football.
saw cropper, cos he was playing tonight aswell.
had a good day.
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| right kids. |
[04 Jan 2005|02:18pm] |
ive just been thinking.
in the summer, is anyone up for a holiday? to cornwall or somewhere, for like a week, it'd be awesome to do it.
im gonna properly look into it+ for avaliability+ shit on hotels etc..or youth hostels, pricing+ everything
i really wanna do this+ if not. im just gonna go down anyway.
haha.
so yeah, comment+ lemme know if anyone is seriously up for it.
peace out =P
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| happy new year! |
[01 Jan 2005|11:56am] |
woo, its like, 2005, ehhy?
anyway, i hope you all had a good night last night+ such!!
♥
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| wooohooo |
[28 Dec 2004|02:28pm] |
ok im in a good mood.
this weeks being belting+ now im sat here drinking.
woo wooo.
saw tom+ shizzle today.
rar rar xxx
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| fucking christmas baby♥ |
[25 Dec 2004|11:04pm] |
today was belting. went to my aunties+ had a really good day. i didnt expect to but it was just funny. my family are fucking ace!!!!!
i hope you all had as good a day as i did.
fucking yess ♥
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| also... |
[23 Dec 2004|06:04pm] |
Hold close now
It’s your only assurance
Of controlling the outcome of this ending
Is it ending or just leaving us
Tired and waiting?
You’re chasing the reasons
Revolving in circles of questions
We’ve all tried to answer for ourselves
The answer’s already inside us
Just Listen
And maybe you’ll find an answer
You don’t want to hear
It’s only your diversions that keep it away
Just open up your eyes to see
Finally you’ll understand to fill this void
Empty out entirely what’s standing now
good band. called beloved. y'all should check em out. x
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| its a strange disease... |
[23 Dec 2004|05:58pm] |
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but people who turn scene, get really fucking ignorant towards their friends. gay x
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| ♥ |
[23 Dec 2004|12:23pm] |
i sit here clutching useless lists
and keys for doors that don't exist
i crack my teeth on pearls
i tear into the history
just show me what it means to me in this world
'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind
i see the parts but not the whole
i study saints and scholars both
no perfect plan unfurls
do i trust my heart or just my mind
why is truth so hard to find in this world
yeah in this world
'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind
i know that there's a point I've missed
a shrine or stone i haven't kissed
a scar that never graced my wrist
a mirror that hasn't met my fist
but i can't help feeling like i'm
due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
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| tonight.. |
[22 Dec 2004|01:14am] |
its a bit rainy innit?
i like to sleep to the sound of the wind and rain tho.
the most pointless update ever.
g'night kids♥x
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| eer. |
[21 Dec 2004|11:06pm] |
| [ |
mood |
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music |
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Braid- A dozen roses |
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i just got some shit in my mouth. which looks the stuff from smoking advert, the gunk in the veins. sick. i had it in my mouth this morning too. its sick shit man.
i dont like it
i just dyed my hair brown+ some off it is still purple. gay.
anyway.
i should of tidyed my room. but sack that, saw ben, alice, lottie, nemo, cusic, rory, sophie+ steve. sophie is tres pretty yess. ♥
i be gone
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| Mr Brightside♥ |
[15 Dec 2004|11:35pm] |
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I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
Cause I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
I never...
rargghh. >.
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| rawr. |
[12 Dec 2004|05:48am] |
im am absolutely knackered!!
no fun whatsoever!
im fucking bored. and im really sick of my shitty routine i have.
im starting up again at college next year. college of technology. (digital imagery) woo. if i get in like. i better do.
im really sick of everything at the mo.
how everything is going. how i just do the same thing. everyday. apart from weekends. which is "go to carpe" which is shit now. its so boring and meh(N)
I wanna go somewhere new. but dont wanna be all "ID" and shit.
Oh well. i cant complain. have a nice 6 months to wait yet.& then HURRAH!
but Leeds is gonna get well shit if i just do the same thing everyy day &weekend.
I need a change. I need direction in my life. I feel as if I'm just floating around doing shit.
Im watching the people around me grow up+ sort their lifes out. which blows. im like two years behind everyone now.
But i cant complain. I hated ND. it was shit shit.
So now im starting again. Im gonna try& im gonna fucking enjoy myself from now on cos i cant be arsed with all "Im so depressed im just going to sit an mope at home" (im aiming that at myself btw. not anyone else)
Everyone to their own. but i just cant be bothered with it.
Last night was good.
But i was just in a headfuck mood.
I enjoy talking to the panino. he helps me out. alot.
i miss him!!!
so yes. here's to a new start &a brighter look on things.
I say this and im so blatantly not gonna change. Im really gonna try!!
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| grrrrrrrr. |
[11 Dec 2004|04:55pm] |
im well confused. argh.
bens bday today.
i wasnt in the party moood.
but i had a really good talk with ben& ive missed him lotss.
im tired& id like to sleep for ages& wake up, everything back to normal.
i reckon im just gonna download music tomorrow& then buy a cd rewriter. yess.
work monday. not looking forward to it. at all.
=(
staff party tuesday which will be..interesting.
im proper making an arse out of myself for someone who i'l prolly not get.
just another "i really do like you. but i have a girlfriend"
grr grrrr.
fuck it.
shit happens.
but meh.
ill get over it.
lalalaaaa.
so fucking bored.
i hope the panino is okkk!!
i do love that boy♥
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| happppy. |
[10 Dec 2004|03:40pm] |
So today. met tom in citrus& then steve left/ hehe. went to crash. bought misfits cd. saw John=) woo. we went walking around. looking at tattoos& suchness. went to borders.
I went down to work& felt ill as fuck. so i asked if i could go home& the boss was like "you'll get your contract terminated blah blah" so i couldnt.
so i sat outside& text russ. he brought me some bread in from morrisons. awww hes ace. he was concerned& everythiing
THEN
went out tonight. after work. Russ met me after work& =) we went to the shitty pub next door& such. Then up to carpe. spent like a few hours in there. saw my baba!! &mel &etc. haha.
then russ&&<3333
hes ace. and we just spoke about loads of stuff& hes ace.
we talked about liking each other.
he walked me to my taxi. =) james followed us. was odd
i really am gonna dislike work now cos they've gone. grr. seeing him earliest tuesday at teh party. wooooo.
&i wanna see him tomorrow.
awww. i really do likes him.
he has a gf tho =(
no fun x
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